Poetry
Poetry
Copyright © 2009 Caleb Hamm
Hungry Night Owls
Spent the evening round the kitchen table
Long hours spent on late night conversation
Tales told, some true, some fable
Heart felt words that need no translation
Your eyes were heavy, your chin hung in your hands
I could tell you were ready to throw in the towel
The words never come out the way one plans
Willing to wait for dawn, a hungry night owl
You retired to your heavy down
While my hands found a pen to caress
The silent words kept twirling around
With just your empty glass to address
The night was still young as I zipped up my coat
Slipped out your door and tucked my hair into my cowl
Mulling over all we’d said, I made myself a note
And went out hunting like a hungry night owl
Wandering through a maze of snowy blocks
Under calm street lamps I’d add a few jots
Passed Hopper’s café with no Nighthawks
Not another wakened soul off who to bounce my thoughts
In search for what, we never know
Got no appetite but still the belly growls
Scribble down the inspiration’s dying glow
But I’m hungry for the words of another wandering night owl
January 4/07
#18 bus, Halifax
I saw you hesitate before hitting that chord
Your fingers a tremblin’ as if you were grappling a sword.
Tossed into battle, the warm lights dancing on stage
Riding the saddle like a woman in a cage
Yet the freedom in your stance,
The two step in your prance
Strikes at the chord resonating through the sound hole
Torn open in the centre of my soul
When the house lights came on
A few hours before dawn
You unstrapped your guitar and put on your mask
You returned to the crowd, the day and its task
February 9/2007
Ginger’s, Halifax
Window of the Soul
Out of hiding and into the search
You open the window of your three storey perch
The hot city wind breathes into your room
And fresh blooming trees add their perfume
Moonbeams filtered by the dusty glass pane
Spilling onto the floor with a bleached blue stain
The rains have all but passed
When sorrow comes it doesn’t ever really last
And you know its time to go but you only want to stay
You make a decision and leave without even knowing which way
June 2006
Dartmouth
The Old Backshift
Early morning bus bobbing home,
Another long wakeful night has past.
A head full of weary ideas that continue to roam,
Wonder how long all of this can last.
Night after night the sands of time pile and drift;
Crawling home from the old backshift.
Not too sure what all the waiting’s for.
Time and wages bear no worth.
In the empty hours of the wandering whore,
Before the sun spreads its mirth,
The burden of night gets to heavy to lift;
Crawling home from the old backshift.
A fresh snow washes the dirty cityscape,
Stitching closed the vein the night has bled.
All the days these backshifts rape,
Stumbling back home to a single bed.
That which must be given once came as a gift,
Crawling home from the old backshift.
February 21/2007
#18 Bus, Halifax
Who Are We
Who are we who stand as trees;
Standing where the rivers freeze?
All the leaves and tears we shed,
Mourning by the stumps of our dead,
Lying ‘neath our knotted knees.
Beneath a moon of blue light;
Blue as snow and winter’s white.
Such lonely songs, strong winds will sing,
As we wait for death or spring;
Pining for the ebb of night.
Who are you come dusk and dark,
Trembling in your husk of bark?
Some uproot, some have fallen,
Others wait to spread their pollen,
Upon warm winds new seeds embark.
Before dawn, the grave may howl,
Through the forest like an owl.
Who’s to know when death is near;
When all your leaves have disappeared,
And one lone crow serves as your cowl?
Who are those that oppose the night;
Wading through the tides of blight?
Through the silence they meditate,
And without violence, they choose to wait.
We are those who need the light.
June 3/2004
Winkler
Musee des Beaux Arts
Paint cracked with age
Over two hundred years on a lit up stage
Once the easel cradled its grace
Upon which recorded such an eloquent face
With such gentle beauty in patient strokes
Touched by the curves of sunlight’s spokes
There is silence in the pose
Which the painter so skillfully chose
Pulled out to reveal the joy within
Reproducing the past where breath has once been
Taste the fragrance of the once fresh oil
Feel the agony of the painter’s sacred toil
The current of a rhythmic brush
As cattails sway under the weight of a thrush
Crickets can be heard in the woods behind
And even shadows reveal secrets to find
But now the paint is cracked with age
Maybe forever it will last on a page
July 8/2003
Montreal
Toil the Oil
oils spread, so curled and deranged
the colours wet, swirled then rearranged
blending in shadow, slapping on light
the current revealed, mapping out sight
thick stabbed strokes draw in the eyes
smeared earthen tones as raw as clay that dyes
cold and dark blue, defending what is warm
the brush nimbly dances, blending in the form
visions of the mind, composed with urgent speed
before the dream is closed to the deed
smiling eyes amused with the meaning
resting hands abused by heavy leaning
the body rocks; time is but a race
with silence hours crawl into the space
energy fading, to a gentle caress
one last mix, a sentimental signature to address.
July 10/2003
Montreal
Silent
Thick clouds are afire
with the coming of the night.
Sparse tree tops reach higher
to catch the last of daylight.
My weary voice is dead
before this whispering grass.
Too much has been said
and what of it will last?
I am here.
These chuckling rusty tracks
travel beneath my stumbling feet.
Angry tears, hot bleeding wax
pry themselves from my heat.
Skeleton limbs hang scornful,
as white as paper’s ash.
The feathers of freedom are mournful
and the flames of love will lash.
I am fear.
The grey streaks of light
slide into the wake of stars.
The coming of the night
is the bending of my bars.
If peace is a blanket
draping the sky with silence.
Then the river’s dry – I drank it;
the dead trees stand in violence.
I disappear.
July 23/2000
La Riviere bush
A Pocket Full
a pocket full of poems
a coffee tin full of paints
a guitar case full of songs
a black book full of saints
a drawer full of photographs
a sketchbook full of you
a belly full of spirits
a heart you painted blue
a pillow full of feathers
a canning jar full of tears
a wooden box full of ashes
an empty house full of mirrors
a palette full of questions
a canvas full of dreams
a mouthful of kisses
a handful of moonbeams
a cold heart full of graces
a basement full of broken stairs
a pasture full of sheep
a pocketful of prayers
March 15/2006
Dartmouth
Bus Stop
Crowds mill by with smiles or frowns,
It’s the same old same in any old town.
We choose to build or choose to burn,
Rising from those lessons learned.
We choose to fight or choose to fade,
Fallen through, those plans we’ve made.
We choose to learn or choose to lie,
And face the truth we can’t deny.
We choose to give or choose to gain,
Riches earned and stored in vain.
We choose the present or choose the past,
Might lose the future when it comes too fast.
We choose to wait or choose to wander,
The times we give and the times we squander.
There’s not much left that surprises me,
I’ve seen it all and none of it comes for free.
Time blows by and little has changed,
A few years older a little more estranged.
April 2006
#2 Bus, Dartmouth
Everyday we feel something new
Whether it’s pink, orange or blue
Or maybe just plain old black and white
It’s all levels of darkness and light
Things we remember and the things we forget
The things we long for and the things we regret
These are the ingredients that make us who we are
It’s all the things that have brought us this far
The times we’ve run and the times we’ve knelt
The love we’ve held and the pain we’ve felt
Some things were taken and some were given
Mistakes we’ve made…some were forgiven
December 29, 07
Highway #3, MB.
My heart resides on homeless streets
empty handed to become complete.
Passion falls on hungry eyes
full of laughter’s hiding cries.
Frozen sleeps on concrete beds,
washing away, this callus sheds.
Slowly growing, like copper bummed,
singing hymns, so softly hummed.
Bus shelters the matted mind,
passed out thoughts that leave me blind.
Hell is here where shadows play,
labeled lonely keeps friends at bay.
Stranger’s food smells so sweet,
Cadillacs shield the concealed heat.
Exhaust harbours a chance today
as doors open wide, inviting me to pray.
“Take some more if you must,
but in return leave me trust.
Without this grace that is so small,
my heart would cause my head to fall.
Humble these hands to give again,
to mark my name so I know it then.”
February 10/2002
# 18 Bus, Winnipeg
Copyright © 2009 Caleb Hamm